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LubNote- Valentine's Day
Ahh, Valentine's Day. A day created for mostly merchandise. But also for the lovely couples in this world to celebrate their time together. It’s truly one of my favorite holidays to celebrate with Lucas.
On this day, I was currently walking back to my dorm from my last class of the day, listening to my playlist through my headphones on my phone. It was a little chilly, so I was wearing my green sweatshirt with the hood up, a pair of blue jeggings, and my usual tenni shoes.
Walking on the sidewalk through the campus park, I felt a pair of hands slide past my arms and around my waist, making me stop walking. I knew exactly who it was, so I slipped my hands out of my pockets and intertwined them with his.
“Hey, Lucas,” I greeted, turning my head to see his sweet smile. His smile was always so heartwarming…
“Hey, how’s my girl?” he asked sweetly.
I smiled. “Happy to see you, of course!”
He laughed, then took out one of my ear buds and s
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LubNote- Never Stop Loving You
“LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, MR. AND MRS. NOTE!” Everyone in the church cheered as the priest made his announcement.  Lubby and Lucas pulled away from their kiss just in time to see their friends and family standing from their peus, some crying and some just simply celebrating the ceremony.  Lucas grabbed Lubby’s hand and squeezed it. Lubby smiled when she felt the cold stone touch of Lucas’s silver ring as he held her hand tightly.
They walked down the aisle pass the many rows of cheering people. Lubby’s long white veil and dress dragged behind her as she walked beside Lucas. Lucas’s little sister, Addison, emptied her basket of flower petals as she ran behind them.
Once they exited the church, more cheering people were seen on each side of the descending steps of the church. They stood on the top step, watching the crowd. Addison soon caught up with them and said, “Come on, just kiss already! They’ve been out here the whole time and
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Soooooo....
Yesterday was my birthday.
In case you didnt know
Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaahh........

You guys are probably wondering where I've been lately. Well, it's the 4th quarter of my school year so everything is extra busy. Of course I've been drawing and writing and such, but I just haven't found the time to post them. And also...

I'm grieving from another loss...

April 5th, 2017...

We were at our community collage for a career day thing. Until...we had to stop the whole thing. No body knew why we had to stop it, but later we found out. 

a best friend was lost...

Before I met Hayley, :icongiraffe-cakes: I had a best friend who was a grade older than me. Nicole (not saying last name). She was the nicest friend anyone could think of. She was a very very forgiving person and accepted anyone by who they were. She loved everyone, and she was always so happy... Of course, she did go through some tough times just like all of us. She got bullied, she had depression, she used to cut, it was tough. But she was able to push through those negative thoughts and became a very kind and positive person. She had so many friends. We all loved her. She touched our hearts and blessed our lives.

Until....April 5th, 2017

There was a car accident on a gravel road. Her twin sister, (Natalie) was driving. There was an intersection, and a big truck. 

Natalie and the other driver both walked out of there alive. But Nicole....

She didn't suffer...the crash happened on her side so she practically died instantly....I guess if she was going to die....I would rather have her die instantly instead of suffering until the end. 

I already kinda knew before our principle came in and told the rest of us. A friend who I was sitting by, her sister came over and told us. I didn't really understand what she said but I heard key words. I started crying, but I didn't burst until he came in and confirmed it. That's when we all busted. 

They had to get everybody who was crying (even me) out of that place, and back to the school so we could talk to some counselors. When we got back, we were all packed in one room in the office. There were so many people crying....it was horrible....I wanted to vent but I couldn't. That moment when you're too sad to even do a vent drawing. 

The rest of the school didn't know about it yet so our principle had to make an announcement over the phone. Right when we all heard him say "May I have your attention please?" we all just.... screamed.... They had to lift the phone off the receiver so we didn't have to hear it.... 

A little while later they got us some counselors. A group went to a youth counselor, and me and another friend went to a different one together. And that's when our youth pastor came in. 

I liked our youth pastor. She knows exactly what to do in a situation like this. She comforted us and talked it us and it was nice to talk to her....Then our main pastor came. I looooved my pastor....when I saw her walk in I ran up and hugged her and just cried in her shoulder... Nicole went to the same church as me so Pastor was just as sad... She even started crying that night when we were doing lenent service. 

Natalie and the driver are both fine...I think they both got out of the hospital that day with just cuts and bruises. It was a miracle that they both survived. The sheriff said to the other driver, "You shouldn't of survived, but you did." in a nice was, obviously. And perhaps, if it was the other way around...Nicole would of wished that it was her and not Natalie....she was that type of person. 

But I don't want pity because....there were some people that had to go home that day, I stayed. Natalie will probably be the most broken. Loosing your sister? TWIN sister? It's like missing your other half. So don't just feel sorry for me. There were A LOT of people in those rooms with me. 

I can't stop thinking about her....I cried myself to sleep that night she passed. And so did some other people that I heard. I keep an electric candle that I got from our little mini service we had after lenent to celebrate her life. I turn it on every night....that small electric candle is special to me... 

Her and her family is very passionate about their religion so I know that she's in a much better place....she's an angel in heaven... she's enjoying her new eternal life....and I can't wait to join her when I've lived my life...and my time is up....

I know exactly where her locker is at school so every time I walk by it, I just stop...stare at it....then leave... Sometimes I'll just sit against it and wish she was still here.... god I miss her.......

Okay I'm already starting to cry so I'm just going to end it. 

That's why I haven't been active lately. It'll take me a while to grieve and get over this so don't expect it to be too soon.... 
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Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaahh........

You guys are probably wondering where I've been lately. Well, it's the 4th quarter of my school year so everything is extra busy. Of course I've been drawing and writing and such, but I just haven't found the time to post them. And also...

I'm grieving from another loss...

April 5th, 2017...

We were at our community collage for a career day thing. Until...we had to stop the whole thing. No body knew why we had to stop it, but later we found out. 

a best friend was lost...

Before I met Hayley, :icongiraffe-cakes: I had a best friend who was a grade older than me. Nicole (not saying last name). She was the nicest friend anyone could think of. She was a very very forgiving person and accepted anyone by who they were. She loved everyone, and she was always so happy... Of course, she did go through some tough times just like all of us. She got bullied, she had depression, she used to cut, it was tough. But she was able to push through those negative thoughts and became a very kind and positive person. She had so many friends. We all loved her. She touched our hearts and blessed our lives.

Until....April 5th, 2017

There was a car accident on a gravel road. Her twin sister, (Natalie) was driving. There was an intersection, and a big truck. 

Natalie and the other driver both walked out of there alive. But Nicole....

She didn't suffer...the crash happened on her side so she practically died instantly....I guess if she was going to die....I would rather have her die instantly instead of suffering until the end. 

I already kinda knew before our principle came in and told the rest of us. A friend who I was sitting by, her sister came over and told us. I didn't really understand what she said but I heard key words. I started crying, but I didn't burst until he came in and confirmed it. That's when we all busted. 

They had to get everybody who was crying (even me) out of that place, and back to the school so we could talk to some counselors. When we got back, we were all packed in one room in the office. There were so many people crying....it was horrible....I wanted to vent but I couldn't. That moment when you're too sad to even do a vent drawing. 

The rest of the school didn't know about it yet so our principle had to make an announcement over the phone. Right when we all heard him say "May I have your attention please?" we all just.... screamed.... They had to lift the phone off the receiver so we didn't have to hear it.... 

A little while later they got us some counselors. A group went to a youth counselor, and me and another friend went to a different one together. And that's when our youth pastor came in. 

I liked our youth pastor. She knows exactly what to do in a situation like this. She comforted us and talked it us and it was nice to talk to her....Then our main pastor came. I looooved my pastor....when I saw her walk in I ran up and hugged her and just cried in her shoulder... Nicole went to the same church as me so Pastor was just as sad... She even started crying that night when we were doing lenent service. 

Natalie and the driver are both fine...I think they both got out of the hospital that day with just cuts and bruises. It was a miracle that they both survived. The sheriff said to the other driver, "You shouldn't of survived, but you did." in a nice was, obviously. And perhaps, if it was the other way around...Nicole would of wished that it was her and not Natalie....she was that type of person. 

But I don't want pity because....there were some people that had to go home that day, I stayed. Natalie will probably be the most broken. Loosing your sister? TWIN sister? It's like missing your other half. So don't just feel sorry for me. There were A LOT of people in those rooms with me. 

I can't stop thinking about her....I cried myself to sleep that night she passed. And so did some other people that I heard. I keep an electric candle that I got from our little mini service we had after lenent to celebrate her life. I turn it on every night....that small electric candle is special to me... 

Her and her family is very passionate about their religion so I know that she's in a much better place....she's an angel in heaven... she's enjoying her new eternal life....and I can't wait to join her when I've lived my life...and my time is up....

I know exactly where her locker is at school so every time I walk by it, I just stop...stare at it....then leave... Sometimes I'll just sit against it and wish she was still here.... god I miss her.......

Okay I'm already starting to cry so I'm just going to end it. 

That's why I haven't been active lately. It'll take me a while to grieve and get over this so don't expect it to be too soon.... 
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Hai! ^^ My name is Alexa!! As you can tell I LOVE to draw! mostly traditional, traditional is my passion! :D I decided to get a DA account because I want people from all over the world to see my art, not just the dumb kids in my school to who don't appreciate it.

I love to draw people, game characters, my OWN characters, and ponies, and no not because I like the show, because...well I just love the designs, and the horror stories ;) I also love writing stories so be sure to check that out as well! :) I hope you like the stuff I make, and if you do, SLAP that watch button!!

Also.... one more thing you should know about me... I am a very nice person! ^^ but.....if you do or say anything to piss me off, I WILL rage!
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